Wow- it's been forever since I've added anything to this blog-like years! After a few tears last night, I woke up with a rather odd thought-well perhaps not odd- but different for me. I know I have heard this from somewhere else- I just know remember where.
Yes it was today-17 years ago that Mom ended her battle with cancer- probably the hardest day in my life- EVERYTHING else has always been defined by that event. Healing doesnt occur in a straight line know this- somedays are better then others. This morning I woke up with a whole new thought pattern- instead of WHY ME? I was thinking- WHY NOT ME?- I am one of the fortunate ones- I spent 23 years with-in my opinion- perhaps the most amazing women EVER! I was given the gift of her- In this world we define time- in the spiritual world time doesn't exist-only the encounter does.
I have grown since that day 17 years ago. Somedays have indeed been harder-and I know I have many more tears left-after all I am human. Maybe this is the beginning of a new chapter in my life. I have accomplished much- and I am about to accomplish more as I head back to school this summer-
Mom- thank-you for all you have given me. I know you are never really far-as you are in my heart! This one's for you!
Wow- it's been forever since I've added anything to this blog-like years! After a few tears last night, I woke up with a rather odd thought-well perhaps not odd- but different for me. I know I have heard this from somewhere else- I just know remember where.
Yes it was today-17 years ago that Mom ended her battle with cancer- probably the hardest day in my life- EVERYTHING else has always been defined by that event. Healing doesnt occur in a straight line know this- somedays are better then others. This morning I woke up with a whole new thought pattern- instead of WHY ME? I was thinking- WHY NOT ME?- I am one of the fortunate ones- I spent 23 years with-in my opinion- perhaps the most amazing women EVER! I was given the gift of her- In this world we define time- in the spiritual world time doesn't exist-only the encounter does.
I have grown since that day 17 years ago. Somedays have indeed been harder-and I know I have many more tears left-after all I am human. Maybe this is the beginning of a new chapter in my life. I have accomplished much- and I am about to accomplish more as I head back to school this summer-
Mom- thank-you for all you have given me. I know you are never really far-as you are in my heart! This one's for you!
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